路

路
杏林子

很多时候， 我们仿佛走在一条荒径上,
孤独而疲乏， 挣扎着一步一步向前,
有汗流下，有泪流下，有血流下,
我们多么想停下来，多么想躺下来,
我们好累，好想休息.
可是不能，这是我们的路,
没有人能代替，我们必须自己走完它.
我们不知道还要走多久，
也不知道还能支持多久，
只是走一步算一步，
前进或许还有一条生机，
放弃则是死路一条，
我们甚至不敢回头， 恐怕失去举步的勇气。
走着走着，
忽然有一天，我们豁然发觉，
不知道什么时候，我们已经走过了最艰难的一段路程。
我们不敢置信，
也不明白是怎么熬过来的，
尽管疲累心酸， 却也欣喜欢然，
我们终于又迈入一个全新的世界.

杏林子的作品之一
在姐姐家里看到的，很有意思
与N＆D的战友们共勉之...

E-M-O

原来我一直都想错自己
我以为我是那么的重要
我以为我的一切都该备受重视
后来我发现，其实并不然
我努力着，尝试着
甚至想要看穿
总是会有现实的时候
总要有人是清醒着
我看错了自己
高估了自己
我不至于那么一文不值
可是有时候感觉不到自己的存在感
我,强颜欢笑

Movies

二月的最后一个星期过去了
三月，应该会是个忙碌的一个月
随之而来的class test，PBL,mute drama，IT等等
希望忙得来，可以忙里偷闲
虽然来到了imu就是要读书，努力
我不希望自己被束缚
不希望自己被压喘不过气来

二月我过着写意的生活
看了２部电影
slumdog millionaire和curiouscase of benjamin button



slumdog millionaire
我极力向小榕推荐的一部戏
它让我看到了印度的贫苦
生活如何困苦，他们如何生存
生活的不愿意，生命的价值
或许真的要去印度一趟
我们才知道自己是有多么的幸运




curious case of benjamin buttons
当毛榕榕想要改变注意去看幸福万岁的时候
我很坚持要看的一部戏
尽管片长2小时45分钟，尽管大家都说没有想象中的惊喜
我还是很想看Brad Pitt的老样如何
很烂的理由，不过至少我知道他老时其实不怎么样咯

因为自己一直越变越年轻
却得看着身边的人一个接着一个的离自己而去
变年轻看似一件好事
不知怎么了，我竟然觉得它是个很伤感的
我宁愿我们一起到老

无论如何我们发现
中年的Benjamin Button竟然长得跟我们的Nxgarajah Lee很相似

这张看不太出来，总之自己进戏院看就知道啦~
这算是感伤中的一点惊喜？？

updatex3

Due to the thunder
i cant online at home for the whole week
ni'm now sitting in front of my sis's laptop
how lucky i am

a week passed
i've done my 1st PBL
it was not bad
but i'm nervous since i'm the 2nd to present right after horng ngiap
anyway, it was sucessfully done

this is our group photo with Pn.Normah
aiya starr, why u put ur blog site there~


find out more photos on starr's blog

next
i've done my biochemistry report
it was quite tough as there is no senior's report actually =_=
seems like i'm too depending for last sem

these are some photo of us during communication class
we don't know about the "johari's window"
but we did enjoying taking photo

These are abnormal lum ying lu
ee ling help us to took those photo^^
yinglu, i said i'll betray you


this is normal version


anyway
i still got a ot of things to do
IT project
Malaysian studies
Lifespan Nutrition's class test

n now is AM 1:58
i just manage to finish my minerals slide
somemore to go......

ohya, jiahui aka my new housemate should be coming today

and happy belated birthday to my chang ming baby =)

last but not least
i hope you understand my english

xoxo

sayOnara Altec Lansing

The woofer

Back to his own position already

During valentine's day

And...

I'd got a new lover

As my valentine's gift...

**I guess**

No more nice bass d...

Haiz...sayonaro

Lolzzz

single lady, laugh out loud =__='''

今天是星期六， 然后今天是情人节
Today is saturday, and today is valentine's day

今天的星期六跟其他的星期六没什么不同
就因为今天是2月14情人节所以感觉怪怪的
总觉得
没人约，有点怪
没约人，有点怪
没感觉，有点怪

昨晚和朋友去Carrefour
你知道，就算是在supermarket看到情人节装饰还是很刺眼
他们说12点前好睡觉，以免收到一堆forward messege却又不是约自己的
另外两个说要一起打games倒数窝
我们都单身
单身的人对情人节原来很敏感

出奇的，大家都在msn
奇怪的，大家的msn personal messege都跟情人节有关
“izit valentine so important, why everyone so moody"
"Love is sweet but suffering" 有上communication class的都知道是谁会写啦
还有直接邀约 "come n date with me, i'm still available" Haha

我跟老朋友们msn
loo loo一早就left conversation, 错过了啦
没关系，没关系，我post给你看
omg...笑到我死......

This is a conversation between 2 desperate pretty and a stupid

12:00:55 AM

shiausiang: is 12~~
allan: then?
shiausiang: HAPPY VALENTINE TO U ALL
allan: then? -_-llll
allan: yea happy
shiausiang: u this guy dun romantic one la

trust me, this guy memang tidak romantic one...

***
allan: if got lover everyday is valentine
shiausiang: now i dun have love one a...
allan:wkakakakkaaka

so rude he laugh at me... zhadao

***
wong huahua finally join our talk

yu hua: lonely valentine..
yu hua: haihz
shiausiang: so pity....
allan:er......
yu hua: why got tis stupid day
shiausiang: why this happen to me~~
allan: wa lao
yu hua: yea, why happen to me too
shiausiang: it shouldn't be like this
allan: u two dream boys dream til siao already?
shiausiang: T_T
yu hua: haihz..

probably YES?

***
shiausiang: ur plan le huahua
allan; ^^
yu hua: wat me?
allan: sry siang
shiausiang: sry what?
allan: me really cant imagine
yu hua: wat?
allan: imagine she got bf
allan: wkakkakakakaka
yu hua: si allan

omg, LMAO

***
yu hua: why tml r not cny hoh
yu hua: haihz
shiausiang: yalo
shiausiang: cny can get angpow tim
shiausiang: then valentine kek si myself
yu hua: yalah...
yu hua: i want anti-valentine

yea, we're single and we anti valentine for this moment

***
yu hua: why Mr.right never appear de...
yu hua: wuwuwu...
allan: got o
yu hua: where?
allan: at jolin chai album
yu hua: siao!!!!!!!
shiausiang: u have bad sickness
yu hua: he got wat sick?
shiausiang: missing someone until siao

we guess he is =P

***
yu hua: why my boy2 not appear yet
shiausiang: u oso siao d...
allan: ur boys wont appear yu hua
allan: wkakakakakkaka
yu hua: why?
allan: u r hu hua
allan: wkakakkakaa
shiausiang: haha..this one damn funny

haha...hu hua is a memory

***
yu hua: allan ting, my class got a guy from miri, look like u leh..
allan: really?
yu hua: his face 70% same wf u
yu hua: the most important 1 is, his face 24/7 sleeping face
shiausiang: haha...
shiausiang: this one funny because allan always look sleepy too
yu hua: he name jacky
allan: wow
shiausiang: i reli cant imagine
shiausiang: a boy named jacky with allan's face
shiausiang: usually owes opposite one
yu hua: haha..
yu hua: but many pretty n handsome couple too la
shiausiang: dunno next time if other praise my bf handsome i should cry or
allan: laugh
shiausiang: =__='''

ok fine, i'll laugh

they really make me laugh
omg , i miss my friends so much during my lonely 14/2~